My husband acted so inappropriately while I was in labor—I think??

I could be in the wrong. I recently gave birth about two weeks ago. And I am finding myself getting more and more annoyed about this as I keep thinking about it.I was in labor for around 27 hours. Worst 27 hours of my life. I don’t even care. While I was in labor, I drove myself to the hospital 15 hours in because my husband was out with his friends. Okay, fine. I get that. But he didn’t show up for another three hours. He shows up drunk. Okay, fine at least he showed up, right?? But THEN, he looks at me and says, “No I can’t stay here while this is happening, this whole process is gross. I don’t know how the doctors can stand this.” Worst part is, I didn’t even care(or at least I thought), I told myself he was drunk and just moved on. I was in pain, and they refused to give me an epidural for a while. Once they did, I wasn’t even fully numb, which sucked, but I know other women have had it way worse.What I don’t get is how my husband could say that to me to my fucking face while I was dying of the pain. I have a high pain threshold, but extremely low tolerance. I felt gross and icky and didn’t want to do it anymore. I feel guilty because I almost just gave up on my baby because of what my husband thought. After I delivered, he walked in as if nothing was the matter. It hurt a little that he didn’t ask me how I felt, or how it was or anything. He took the baby and looked at him for a bit and then left again after about an hour or two. I guess that’s selfish of me. I know I’m raging with hormones so I understand it’s completely possible I’m overreacting. But am I? Has this happened to anyone else?Anything you have to say, please say! I honestly have no idea what to think because I’m not really in the right headspace yet. via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/31IM6X0