I feel like most of parenting just fucking sucks, and I feel like the worlds biggest asshole for thinking this way.

I’m pregnant with my 4th child. Currently, 2 of my kids go to school. I look forward to dropping them off at the bus stop in the mornings, and I look forward to putting them to bed at night. I look forward to putting my youngest down for a nap in the afternoon so I can get an hour or two to myself. I’ve come to the realization that the moments I enjoy most regularly are those spent away from my children. I’ve been devastated with finding out I’m pregnant again. I feel like I suck at being a mother, and I rarely find it fulfilling. I would greatly appreciate some advice from anyone else who’s dealt with this. I feel so horrible and so guilty. via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2NiMoOT