Sunday, 3 March 2019

I am close to my limit...But she is my light.


Story fully in post history if you go past fallout and conspiracy posts. 6 months seperated (towards divorce), but single parent for years if ya know what I mean.I'm not asking for anything. Just venting. Went between h2ete and r/divorce, but they got the last rant, so you win!Daughter is doing great. Better than she should with her situation. Still anxiety issues that ex-wife triggers.But in the last 2 weeks...Daughter recovering from suicidal thoughts that you helped me diagnose. Reddit saved me and her. Yet this weekend stbxw goes all "hold my beer" and destroys progress...And weekend before that:Daughter and I tried to have a weekend away. Half way through the drive, hood popped up. We were safe, cop helped us. It's now secured by zip ties and gorilla tape through Friday.Why did it do this? Stbxw drunk driving accident. Had previously had it checked, the shop said it would be fine. Apparently not.Top it off with a high stress but high reward job that is extra stressfull lately... The stress is higher than ever.Yet I remain connected to my daughter. She gives me high fives, tells me I am the best dad ever, i make sure she has what she needs... I am satisfied with my life. We have respect for eachother in a healthy way.But I don't know what else I can take. The universe is stomping on me. I am hokding strong. But for how long? via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2H9vzEV

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