If to live is to suffer then wouldn't the greatest blessing you can give your kids would to have them not be born?

My standard for having kids is this: If given the choice between right here and now to die and be reborn into this same life with my memory erased (essentially reliving this current existence) or to have things go back to the way they were before being born. I would choose to have things go back to the way they were before being born. In this current existence the cons way outweigh the pros. I would feel guilty bringing life into this existence since no one chooses to be born.Now I'm not going to kill myself because I know what society needs to be better so I am currently going to college to learn the skills necessary to accomplish my goal.~my goal~ premise: There are guys over in Japan marrying their anime body pillows because no women want them. Now I'm not saying women should be less picky I'm not saying that at all. Being picky in who we decide to mate with is just our species way of natural selection and natural selection does have its benefits for the better survivability of our species. At the same time nobody chooses to be born and to have to live out an entire existence without ever acquiring intimacy is really kind of sad and I question if existence is even worth it without intimacy.I have found a ton of information online that suggest that women and men love differently. https://youtu.be/c5OnPJoZG8Aeven if the woman were to agree to a relationship the fundamental differences in the way men and women view intimacy differ so loneliness would probably still be there. And honestly If I'm going to be lonely either way I might as well be lonely and have money.http://ift.tt/2ewoUVD am learning computer programming because I believe everyone should be able to experience love and only through AI simulation can true (unconditional) intimacy be achieved.~wrapping it all up~ I guess what I'm asking is for those of you that have kids would you relive your current life over and over again for all eternity (memory being wiped each time so your experience will be just like your current existence) if given the option to? because if you wouldn't then I find it kind of hypocritical to create life when you don't really enjoy your own. via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/2x2NmJB