I’m giving up my daughter to her father and it’s killing me.

Just to put it short, We had her very young. I’m still in school and struggling to keep a job because everyone fails me when I need a babysitter. He isnt in school and doesn’t have a job, so a perfect babysitter. He isn’t a bad parent, he’s just too depressed to do anything with himself. I’m feeling the pressure to have a car and stable job before I graduate this year, so I agreed to have her go with him until I could get a car and a reliable babysitter.I’m really wondering if this is right. It’s killing me. I have had her by my side since the day she was born. I feel empty without her, and the only thing that is keeping me going is the idea that at least my paycheck is buying her what she needs and going to a car. I feel totally lost and my heart is breaking over it. I miss her and she hasn’t even left yet.How do I even cope with this? via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2OLOg2c