link to original post : http://ift.tt/2f8qn8i for my sucky formatting and spelling/grammar. I am typing with one hand while feeding my daughter.I didn't give her up. Mom came to visit and a couple weeks after that we went to a better hotel. We got a HUGE rental house Last month and most of our debts paid down.It feels good to not be cramped up on top of everybody and the extra space has helped a lot with my attitude I think.This past week was the one year anniversary of me finding out about the affair and DH and I fought all week. He yelled at me to get over it and said I can't hold it over his head forever. We eventually stopped fighting and now I am looking for a new marriage counselor. Honestly, I can understand why he thinks I am being irrational. He has bent over backwards to show me he is sincere about reconciling and I have been focusing too much on the negative and not seeing how much progress we have made since last year.I have a lady from my town's early childhood development program who comes to visit with my daughter 3 times a month. She is doing great and we have started to bond. Calling her by her middle name (as crazy as that sounds) helped a lot with that because it is my grandma's name and I am very close to her. I also got some additional therapy for my son.Anyways, I am not sure if anyone who read my original post would want an update but here is it just in case you did. Thanks for all the advice and encouragement! via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/2wm7KRp
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