My son will be 1 next month...and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I have not spent one single fucking day away from him the entire time he's been alive. Everyone needs a break right? And I NEVER get one. His fucking dad gets to leave for weeks or months at a time and bar hop and cheat on me when he's not working but I'm over here about to have a fucking mental break down because I need a fucking break. Am I a terrible parent? I'm losing my shit over here. Just one weekend. Just one single weekend by myself, doing whatever the fuck I want is an orgasmic dream to me. Please, someone tell me I'm not a terrible person for feeling like thisEdit: I love my son more than anything, I just need a break. Also, my husband (his dad) is in the military. Does not deploy just randomly leaves for things across the US. Also, there are no grandparents or family of any kind that could watch him for me to get a break. It's literally beyond exhausting and unfair via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/2u4M9ME
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