Wednesday, 3 May 2017

Everything is so scary...


I have a 4 month old. I recently saw a video that has been going around facebook of some men saving an almost drowned baby from a flipped truck that was flooding. It made me feel physically ill. I'm already terrified of having her in the car because what if something happens? I've read about SIDS people just putting their baby down for a nap and they just die. I can't put her to bed without her owlet monitor and a baby monitor on her. I have heard stories of children choking and passing out just eating normal food. I have a friend whose 1 year old brother drowned in 2 inches of water. I've heard about multiple men that I've known for years getting arrested for either molesting a child or something relating to CP. It never ends, children are so fragile and naive and anything can happen. I'm so scared to lose her or for her to be hurt (emotionally and phsyically). I'm scared I will make one lapse in judgment and she's just gone. I work full time and she's with family all day during the week and I can't help but worry because what if they're not careful? What if they don't pay attention?Am I going to feel like this forever? It is something I think about every day, and I am just so scared and it hurts. via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/2pGkU9S

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