I don't want to be around my 3 year old and I feel like shit

He's not a bad kid. He's just 3. He's defiant, doesn't listen and pushes boundaries. I have an 8 month old who's thriving and adorable and I feel even shittier showing her love and him not as much.I genuinely love both my kids the same but the last thing I want is to take care of a 3 year old who fights me every step of the way all day every dayI just don't know if Im being a shit parent. If anybody has advice I'm all ears. via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2JgZlqS