I'm not really sure how to even begin. I guess I am writing this because I need to get it out and I am embarrassed to talk to my friends and family.. I am 31 years old and just lost my job at the beginning of November. It came as a huge shock and has rocked my world. I have, since, been searching tirelessly for a new job. My husband and I argue endlessly about the bills, medication, groceries.. anything and everything requiring money. I lie awake at night stressed.. too stressed to sleep.. mainly thinking, what am I going to do about Christmas? As December 25th creeps closer and closer my anxiety grows stronger. "What am I going to do".. I've said over and over in my head and, honestly, I have no idea. Just like any other mom I want to see my children's (I have 2 boys, 6 and 11) faces light up Christmas morning and get excited, just like every other year. If I let them down, I feel like I have failed as a mother. I haven't been able to get them one thing yet and I'm afraid one gift each might even be pushing it. I just want to see those beautiful faces light up 😥. What do I do? via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2P9vkfq
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