I think I have too much anxiety to be a mom..

So this is my first time posting. I’m actually just wondering if there is anyone out there like me. I became a mother to a beautiful baby girl in January 2019. Everyone is reflecting on their year now and tbh I feel so sad reading all the posts about how they love to be a mom and how they became one last year etc. I’ve AWAYS wanted to be a mom. I’ve also ALWAYS had anxiety, like really bad. Also OCD and depression. I’ve realized that being a mom gives me so much anxiety. I haven’t even enjoyed my baby to the fullest and I know that I feel super guilty. There’s so much I want to say but my mind is in a jumble. Half the time I think she would be better off with a new mommy :( via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2ZIxffN