Thinking of giving my newborn baby up.

I have no one to really vent to or discuss this irl at the moment so maybe reddit can give me some sort of comfort. I gave birth on Tuesday and we went home yesterday. I've been caring for my baby girl as I was taught and so far I'm not doing to bad. But I can't shake some thoughts coming to mind. A small part of me wants to take her back to the hospital.. I know that sounds selfish and awful. That's how I feel anyway but I've been looking back at my life and my situation. I can barely support myself and I hate it! I'm single almost 20 with no job. I have family I live with and I'm not going into too much detail but.. We're a mess. A poor, broken mess. I want my baby to have a good happy life. Not my childhood. My heart is breaking as I don't know what I should do. I want to keep her and try my damnest.. But at the same time I don't feel my best is good enough and she'll be so much happier with a better family. via /r/Parenting http://bit.ly/2ExdLBA