There is barely, if any, genuine love left now. I do love her quite a lot in a way but from the moment our daughter (2.5 yrs old) was born, shes shown minimal love or effort. She is distant and lazy to the point where every day i wake, my routine goes as follows... make daughter breakfast, make partner breakfast... put clothes on my daughter... make lunch for my daughter... take my daughter for a walk (outdoor activity)... cook dinner for daughter and partner... wash dirty plates... bath daughter... make hot chocolate for daughter... put daughter to bed... (little one doesnt sleep till 9pm) so this is where my free time comes in.. and guess what? Im too tired to even do anything. Shes verbally abused me, mentally abused me, physically abused me (infront of our daughter) and got arrested. Accused me out of nothing of being a pedophile and doing inappropriate things to our child (id never ever ever do such thing). Stopped me from seeing my family. Stopped me from seeing friends. I just feel tired and every day i wake is full of anxiety and depression. Im losing my hair (lol) quicker than ever too! I dont even know what to do any more. I cant get a job cos i dont know if she'll look after our daughter properly :/ shes now 4 months pregnant too. We're in June and ive literally slept with her no more than 4 times this year. I know its mine but i just know ill be looking after a baby a toddler and a full grown adult for years to come via /r/Parenting http://bit.ly/2WxGSyM
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