I am so proud of myself.

Hi guys first time posting! So sorry for any errors.I finally had a goodnight of sleep!! I have a 4 month old who I have been bed sharing with my husband since day one. ( I know this is bad but hold up) I have GAD (along with other things) & now PPA. I couldn't sleep at all at night. I was terrified if something happened to her & I couldn't hear or see it. She would cry during the night because she was in the crib. So I had no sleep in the beginning. That's why she ended up sleeping with us.The thing is during the day, she naps by herself in her crib. I would sometimes even take a nap by myself. I would even leave the room to do my daily chores. But when night time hit, my paranoid thinking got the best of me. I even thought about buying those side car bassinets so I can see her but she doesn't fit them. She is 30+ inches! I tried so hard with other people taking care of her while I try to sleep and i just couldn't.Well last night changed! I didn't cave into her cries and pick her up. I just soothed her, rubbed her face and she went back to sleep!! She slept through the night with a couple of whimpers here and there. I am so proud of myself and her too lol. I am looking forward to these type of nights. I am also looking forward for my appointment to get help. via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/2vshytv