I always feel like the bad guy lately and it is wearing on me.

My husband and I recently sold our condo. We are supposed to close on it next week and we don"t close on our new home until the middle of July. Since it was a "short" amount of time.we are stsying with my parents. It has been hell. Anytime I tell the kids no they run to grandma who says yes. I tell her to cut it out and everyone yella at me. My husband was away for a week for a conference I was already sore about because he put on for it without telling me because, "he wasn't likely to get selected." He did. He came back and had a wedding to attend thr next day. His mom was being a raging bitch to me and I wasn't going tk let my kids go with her. You see, it was unreasonable as their mother to ask where they were going when i found out from a third party they were going to a party with people i have never met. My kids are 3.5 years old and almost 2. My husband decides he trust his mom, though she fequently lies to me and I told him if anythong happen to our kids he was dead to me. They went. Fine.For my 30th birthday I got to sleep in, but wheb my husband did get home with the kids he was tired a d he checked out completely. He and my also decided to move our bed into the house because the one we had here was awful. Fine, but that took over 4 hours! We didn't even eat together.My mother won't let me celebrate with any other family if she isn't there. She has a cold and my birthday dinner kept getting moved and finally I told her to stay home, but let me go with everyone. Cue the drama. How can I celebrate my birthday without her ans if she is paying for a dinner she wants to be there (no one asked her to pay). she kept wanting to take my girls outside to.play, but she was too sick and frankly, I was afraid to leave her because she was coughing so hard. I couldn't leave her alone with the kids because she refused to listen and would have taken right outside. Then the next morning she is telling my almost 2 year old, "grandma can't hold you because your mommy doesn't trust me." Are you fucking kidding me? I reem her out for this. We then had to go and pick up supplies...for a surprise party for me that I expressly said I didn't want months ago because I hate being thr centee of attention. They tacted my youngest birthday onto it so i can't cancel it. I spent all day lifting heavy supplies into the car, dealing with two kids who didn't want to cooperate, and trying to fill a damn pool with an air pump because the electric pump takes C batteries! Who sti uses C batteries? My husband spend the day moving stuff at our condo. We both had a hard day.Yet this morning he was moaning and complaining because it was his morning with the kids. I get the on my turn sick or not. He was tired, but so am I. I also suffer from cbronic pain and have been off my meds because mt doctor decided it was too difficult to prescribe anymore and the only alternative is a clinic my PCP says to avoid. I also suffer anxiety and depression and can't make a new appointment with a new doctor (my old one sucks) until after we move and I am living back by them. But according to my husband only did a little shopping and need to build some stamina.Now that I have finished with this I get tk go downstairs and clean for the party I didn't want. I am overwhelmed and wish I could just disappear. via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/28S5rOP