Secret eating me alive

I’ve done something really bad which is eating me alive. 3 times from my local target I’ve stolen baby formula. I just didn’t scan them at self check out. I couldn’t afford it and my baby needed food, once I took diapers on accident and noticed once I was in my car. I feel so guilty and I’m really scared they will find out. Most recently I went to my local target I paid for everything but as soon as I walked in the AP stared at me and went to the back room as soon as I walked in. I’ve been very depressed. I read that they can build cases, and also I’m terrified once my child grows older I can’t go to that store and they will wonder why. I’ve completely changed my life around. I also feel like even when I shop and get everything they stare at me because I’m poor and use assistance. Can anyone tell me what I should do? Should I never go to that store again? This was months ago so I don’t think I can go back and pay. Will they find me? Or can they press charges? It’s gotten so extreme I live in fear and everyday I regret it, or even think I’ve completely ruined my life and failed as a parent and makes me feel like I shouldn’t be here via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2LHWl9i