I feel like the worst mother this week because I’m in so much pain and every time the kids come near me I shush them away

And that’s a nice way of saying it. Every word that comes out of their mouths to me is piercing in my ears. They want to have conversations about things and I don’t have the energy for it. I’m just nodding my head to most of it. Today I woke up and I’m looking at my upside down house, my children refusing to get out of bed for school, taking forever to get to school and I just broke down. I’m just in so much from my arthritis and when I ask for help from family everyone around me keeps competing with me for pain points? That they can handle their pain better than I can? Why would you want to live in pain fuck me days. I am just emotionally physically mentally exhausted. I am so sorry my children. But I don’t have the energy to care. And I hate it about my self. Oh and on top of that I was supposed to see the chiro on Thursday. Turns out my appt isn’t until next week. So another week of pain. Yeh just a bit of a SHIT WEEK. Youngest has been real sick too, daughter having flare ups. The list goes on via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/33NU1TW