Defeated

For the first time, as a mom of 3, I feel like a failure. All three of my girls are sick. Oldest (4f) has cold plus double ear infection, middle (2F) has cold and right ear infection and third (11mF) has double ear infection, cold, 4 teeth coming in at once, wheezing and bad rash due to new meds. Last night, she slept awful. Woke up once an hour screaming. I woke up at 2am and decided to do her breathing treatment. She was pissed. Fought me tooth and nail til I finally broke down crying. My husband woke up and took over and she was so calm and sat still to do the treatment with him. I lost it again and felt like a failure for not being able to help her like he was. Im so overwhelmed and defeated. Im trying not to beat myself up about it but I just can't help it. When my daughter needed me the most, I broke down and wasn't able to help like I should have been able too. Just needed to vent. Thanks ! via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2Rhe7TM