Tuesday, 1 January 2019

Just need to vent a bit


This is just going to be a cluster fuck of words I’m afraid. I’m not expecting people to read I just need to get stuff off my chest.I have the most amazing 6 year old daughter who is not perfect by any means, she can be a little demon at times and has the attitude and demeanour of someone 3 times her age but is also the most thoughtful and caring person I have ever met.My husband and I tried for a long time to get pregnant with her and after fertility drugs finally conceived her but I have always known I wanted a big family so we basically started trying for no 2 straight away. 6 years and numerous rounds of fertility drugs later still no sibling for her and only now (today basically) have I come to terms with the fact she will be our one and only. I’ve been pretty ill these past few days and with my husband working I’ve basically shipped her off to her grandparents while I recover and the way she has handled it has been amazing. She also keeps asking how she can help me (she wants to bring me a glass of water in the morning). I am so lucky to have both her and my husband and even though I can’t give her a sibling I am content in the thought that she is growing up in a home where she has two parents who love each other which is something neither me nor her dad had.If anyone made it this far well done you! Here’s a joke for your troubles............... I once went to a zoo where the only animal they had was a dog! It was a shih tzu 😁 via /r/Parenting http://bit.ly/2GSlvl4

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