November 28 2017, five months ago today, my daughter was born. She is the light in my eyes. She is my sun, my moon, my stars, and everything inbetween. I absolutely adore her, and I could not imagine my life without her. During my pregnancy, I prepared myself for screaming, up all nights, and colic, but I lucked out of all of those. My daughter is such a happy baby, and she sleeps eight to ten hours a night. I'm so lucky I got her.These last few months have been really hard. I'm a single mother, and I struggle to get by on a monthly basis, though it is getting far easier now as it's getting warmer and my electricity bill is not as high.Today in particular was very rough, for reasons I do not wish to elaborate on. I'm sat at home in my apartment, sulking, with my daughter next to me, and I am so close to breaking down.I turn to face my baby, and I sing her the song I sing every night before putting her to bed. She's smiling as I'm singing, as she usually does, and towards the end of the song she starts to make a weird sound.I get a bit worried, as it sounds like she's choking, and just as I'm about to call the doctor (yes I'm overprotective I know), the strange sound turns to laughter.She laughed.She has never laughed before.It was the sweetest sound I have ever heard, and it made me so incredibly happy. I'm tearing up just writing this.My baby laughed for the first time today. I just needed to share that with someone. via /r/Parenting https://ift.tt/2jfFTOt
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