Found out that wife is pregnant, again. Not excited at all.

I don’t know what to do. My wife just told me on Sunday that she’s pregnant with our 2nd child. She was visibly nervous in telling me and I took it pretty well. Didn’t want to flip out in front of her. 2 days later and I’m a bag of mixed emotions and flipping the fuck out.I’m mad. I didn’t want a second kid. She uses birth control. Wtf. I know things can still happen anyway. She admitted to not taking it st the same time everyday. I got pissed about that.I don’t know how to afford 2nd kid. Just bought a house and new car with the intention of being a one child family. I make close to 90k a year and don’t want to lose our lifestyle. We can’t afford to put 2 kids in daycare, so we think she’s gonna quit her job. That’s scary as hell to me. It erases her income of 60k plus our insurance off the board.She works downtown and I work at home, so I’m like a stay home dad, doing all the work; dropping kid off at daycare, cooking, etc. We need a role reversal. We both hate the jobs that we are tasked with. She’d rather be home with kid, but we need the money.We fight all the time. We’ve been tossing around the word divorce during fights and now this happens. I can’t front...I harbor resentment towards her. I’ve lost 75# in the last 2 years. She’s gained 75+ lbs since we’ve been together. I can’t imagine her gaining more weight. She doesn’t wear make up ever and barely takes care of her appearance. She doesn’t dress up ever. I sound like a jerk, but just want to be honest with someone.She’s been depressed with one kid, what’s gonna happen with two? I’m worried and scared as hell. Ultrasound on Friday. I want to runaway from all this shit.Any Dads have a hard time coming to grips with a 2nd child? Anyone not want a 2nd child? How’d you handle it? How are you handling it now?I hope someone understands me.Thanks. via /r/Parenting http://ift.tt/2zqE6xj